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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 21:42:46 GMT

With every Thanksgiving I make a new layout in secret for Alex. Yes, its cynical and bloody, but that's alright. It was time for something new. I love you, Alex, and I hope you're having fun whereever you might be. I miss you already, come back soon.
-Margaret

Saturday, November 20, 2004

Sat, 20 Nov 2004 04:37:32 GMT

hey,
dam ive been tired lately, possibly becuase of me going to sleep at like 2 or 1. o well. last weekend was GREAT.
Saturday i was in the science and buisness research library for 4 hours. it was great, i took out like 8-10 books. afterward i met margaret in times square and we ate a sabarro. then we met margarets mom and her sis and went to see "Slava's Snow Show" i was great it was russian clowns. and there was a bunch of fake snow which was little pices of paper and of course it was everywhere, literealy. and when she dropped me off i gave her a suprise and covered her in fake snow.
Sun we went to a Django Reinhardt fesitval. it was fucking awsome. but dam that fucking vibraphone player. anyway i had a great time. it was awsome. and im glad i went with margaret. i love her
today i had some fun after school. ate chinese food. then saw the incrediables which was pretty cool. i want margaret to know i love her

-Alejandro
PS i love u margaret

Monday, October 11, 2004

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 16:00:10 GMT

pps also if it sounds like it doesn make sense. its proabbly because i was writing and being inturrupted.

Monday, October 11, 2004

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 15:58:53 GMT

hey,
so i havent really said much here in WHILE.
lets get started. i realized this weekend that ive really grown. ppl tell me all the time lately, but i kinda disreagaurd it. but after some thoughtful thinking and speaking, and reciving influential words, i see now. i really do.
but lets back track to the summer. which i didn talk about at all. lets start.
before margaret came to LA nothing really interesting happened. i was anticipating my margaret. and wen me and my grandfather picked her up i was happy. i knew id be happy for the whole time shed be there. the first day we went to hollywood blvd. we went to the wax museum which sucked. lol. also guiness, and riples believe it or not, which was alot of fun. we went to starbuck for a while and just sat and talked. the 2nd day was margarets first time on veince beach and my first time in a while. she got to meet my dad who i hope she liked. then we go to a bbq with my step sis, step mom and my sis emily. it was fun. then we went to 3rd street for 20 min lol and then we spend the night doing something we shouldnt. the next day was all history about LA. most of the places i havent even seen. then the 4th day we spend all day at Universal Studio which was very fun i think. oo then i took amrgaret to see "WHAT THE BLEEP DO WE KNOW" which is awsome its a great movie. thats my opinion. then we did some museum walking. and then on sat our cousisn picked us up and we went to venice beach, we spent the whole day there. there was a drum cirlce ( no need for expination) some thing else happened, but then margaret had to leave. i was really upset. i really was i didint want her to leave, cuz i knew as soon as she leaves id be lonely and id have nothing to do. and it was true. i did miss her dipite wat she thinks. oo and 1 night she left me 30 messages. whihc was so much fun to listne to. ill talk about margaret a bit more later
the second most infulentional thing that happened to me this summer was me going to Mexico. mexico was a grwoing experience. i finly got to do things without parental supervision. i felt old. i lied about my age but that is alright. i only lied 1 year to ppl and 3 to the mexican workers. i experienced montezumas revenge whihc wasnt pretty. but the beach was. looking up at the moon at night, sitting on a beach bench thing, hearing the waves, i was thinking how great life is. how much i need to value it. i have a wonderful family, an amazing relationship with my gf, a great friend who isnt on the right path,
and i new outlook on myself. life is great. then i get back to the europeans and candians and ppl from cali and i make ppl laugh. thats wat i love doing. and then we all go to the disco. and drink and dance. jessica might of overdid it one night but its ok (jessica is my step sis). i met alot of great and interesting ppl in cancun. and guess who i missed the most while i was there. huh cna u? my gf that who i missed my margaret ( dont think i forgot about u)
being back in NY i began to hear the flow of phrases like "OMG ur so big now" "your so grown up" "u look so good" "only if i were 20 years younger" (that i heard only once). taking my new math class (math research) is changing me, im beginning to think more (or i hope so) , and this weekend made me really think. i was challenged. and now i need to keep going forward with that.
then i was thinking how greatful i am. the same way as i did. on the beach but this time it was about margaret. i cant loose her. without her i wouldnt have much to do. i wouldnt have anyone to wait for. anyone to anticipate being with. i wouldnt see and hear and go to all these places if it wasnt for her. i cherish evertime im with her and more so wen im alone with her. i learn something evertime im with her. i love that. i love learning, and she is my most influential teacher so far, next to my parents. but i have a closer relationship with her than my parents . *sigh* im so greatful to have her. there is so much more to say about her but i dont know how to say it. and people who know her know wat im talking about. if u know how to say it, say it.

-Alejandro

ps tell me if im being a jackass, mean, taking it too far, tell me people keep me in check. im going through a time where i might loose prespective, SO MAKE SURE IM NICE TO YOU ALL.

Sunday, August 15, 2004

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 02:58:10 GMT

hey,

man i feel like wayne from the waynes world movie where he is trying to find his destiny. i dont know ever since me and allan ( my friend since i was in 4thgrade and we havent been in the same school since) became friends me and him had this dream of going to LA by car.and i still wann do that. see everything just drive by everything. i wanna see it all. drive for a long time. it might get boring but i dont car it me and allan and even though we fight he is one of my dearist friends. me and him never have serious talk only recently. but it doesnt always concern me. me and him always have fun.
i remember him wen he was little and we would paly N64 and if he lost he would go CRAZY like start kinging and shit and almost crying a few times. ahh it was to good onld days. me and him would hangout fri. i would come over and we would do stupid shit. we played nuttball only a few years ago. he tought me to ride a bike which was fun. we got attacked by pigeons(yes we actaully did by ur amazment), we farted to one another on the phone wen we were young. i lost my sound and now my are silent killers and he still complains about them. but w.e. i was there wen his got his cat masha. for the first time. it was cool. she likeked me back then.o well. i was there wen he got robbed. and again and agian. me and his parents have a great love hate realtionship i lvoe them they hate me lol jp we are cool we joke all the time i always tell his mom how good she looks and me and his dad just talk about stupid shit. lol.
any back to wat i want i want to go to LA by car i wann see the country. i really want to see it.
for all of u out there who actually read this answer me this ( and i will be greatfull if u do) wat do u want to do?

-alejandro

p.s. wat do u really wanna do?

Thursday, July 15, 2004

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 01:34:57 GMT

hey,

wow. i wonder wats wrong with women. wow. i got a present from margaret. she doesnt think i like it. she got me this AWSOME book about infomercials and commericals its called "as see on TV" its great they got stuff that we would know but it also has stuff from when tv started. and she got me this GREAT shirt that says "morning wood" its awsome. i love anything she gives me. her second gift is going to LA for a week. which i am so siked (however u spell it) about it. its gonna be awsome. w.e.

-Alejandro

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 02:16:43 GMT

hey,
i dont know but i ate chocolate ALL DAY ALL DAY. it was so weird ill ttyl.
-Alejandro

Sunday, July 11, 2004

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 03:18:40 GMT

hey,

wow where do i begin. ill begin june 26. it was a GREAT day. it started out good. i got all nice looking and went to the city there i met the 2 alexs from jersey(shestic[middle one] and pergament[oldest one] and im the youngest). and then we got margaret who was reading in the starbucks. we started walking toward the right ave which was lexington or madison. but we went up toward the 60's instead the 30's. it was a great walk but it took like an hour. we were trying to find a great greek resturaunt. once we found it, it was great. we were all so hungry. we were hungry wen we first started we were even more hungry by the time we got there. w.e we ate great food. and then left. we got starbucks on the way to B B Kings Blues Club. the 2 jersey boys were very amazed by grand central. o well. but the main thing of the night was the Pink Floyd tribute show at BBKings. we met moris there.OMG it was FUCKING GREAT. they came out 2 hours late but w.e. they were high off their ass. but thats the only way to listen and play this music. there were so many ppl smoking pot. hehe. oo and at one point i turned around and i saw an exact replica of Arthas (a character of WarCraft 3) he was HUGE he was like 7 feet tall. w.e i sang my ass off. as soon as the first set ended everyone sat down. pergament went to get a drink. he brought back water and vodka tonic. we all had a sip of the vodka tonic. it was good. w.e back to the show. wow they were still so high when they came out again. the sax playeer couldnt open his eyes. lol. wow it ended at 2am. but all the buses at port athourity end at 1am. so they all came to my house. moris went home. and margaret and the alexs came to my house. we were supposed to get in a cab. but we got in the wrong one. we were supposed to get in a special one w.e. after 15 we got in the right one and went home.
the next day margaret and i went to port athority. we met moris there and we all went to monticello. it was a fun trip. i met ppl there like paul and nick and konstantine but we already knew him. paul was good the first day or to. then OMG he was the biggest douche. ahh. wat a jack ass. we went fishing which was fun until the last time we went fishing. me margaret and moris went fishing all 3 times. 1st time nothing. 2nd time moris caught 3 pikes which we have photographic proof. and the 3rd time started off horably. omg. lol. moris lost his magic lure. and we were yelling and arguring and water splashing and aHHH. then we started throwing oars. heheh it was so funny. but i really need to take a shit. but it took forever to get back. lol. ya. the whole week was fun. but the weekend was better because everyone came.a nd it was the 4th of july weekend. but the week was good because every morning and night i would lay with margaret but w.e. also there were less ppl. but more ppl was fun also. we got to play hacky sac. i got pretty good. i really need to buy one.
it was a great week. margaret was even woried that i wouldnt have fun. after fishing, compulisve liar girl, paul, hacky sac, bbq, bonfire, skunk, sean, cherri bombs, bottlerockets, morris, morris's dad playing guitar, margarets dad playing guitar and viloin and flute and other things, and being with margaret. i loved being with margaret the most. oo i also shot 5 roles of film. alot of pics came out great.

-Alejandro

p.s. oo i had my first bike accident today. i was chasing a pigeon in a circle. i guess i hit a rock and the wheel turned and i fell. im alright

Monday, June 21, 2004

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 12:28:16 GMT

hey,

wow wat a weekend. such a big relief on so many part . so where do i begin. i saw Napoleon Dynamite. OMG the is the best movie. its FUCKING hilarious. i will act like him i mean Goshh, ehg. lol wooo its hilarious. u should go see it. its playing in the sunshine theater in the city, but it goes nation wide on july 23, 2 days before my birthday. saturday i went to my friend's, alex, house in jersey, he gratuaded. so we all had a bbq in his house. it was fun. i got to see the other 2 alexs. we are like a bunch. there are 3 of us. all 2 years apart. im the youngest of coarse. the younger 2 look up to the older alex as always. and its true. but w.e. it was fun, good food, good meat and fun people. omg the middle alex's cousin came, *sigh* he is so bahh. he used to be rap and hip hop now he is hardcore metal and punk. he hates ska. HAHAHHAHH i hate him. lol. then we were listening to the Beatles, and he is like " ill never listen to them" YES HE WILL EVERYONE DOES AHHHH. the whole hardcore thing is just a phase, is wat i thought to myself. w.e it was still fun. i started playing on my guitar wen we said we were leaveing. but like jews it takes forever we talk and talk and talk and talk some more. i got to play all my good songs. its cool the oldest alex looks up to me wen i play guitar. i think im so cool wen i play around him. ehheeh. ya. then i got home around 12 or 1 at night. was online for an hour. talked to my margaret for a few hours. woke up at 5:30 to go fishing. only after 2 hours of sleep but it was still great. i caught the only 2 actuall fish. the only thing we caught for a few hours were rays and i caught a fucking shark it was cool. then the bathroom wasnt working and we had to pee over the boat. there were only 3 guys there. me my step dad and the owner our friend. i dont pee. lol literaly i pee 3 times a day. its weird w.e. so wen they were peeing there was always a fish bitting at the bait. lol its so funny and ussually it was the rod of the guy peeing. lol. i got to drink beer.yay. i really like beer. and no one lets me drink. i guess they think i cant hold it. i never got drunk. only tipsy once. ONCE and that was because i drank on an empty stomache. ya. i fell asleep on the back of the boat in the sun wen were going back. i also took of my hat. so now im all sunburnt and it HURTS AHAHA. i slept in the car on the way back. wen we got home both me and my step dad went right to bed. i stayed awake till 5-6ish. and i was knocked out. i slept till 6-7 the next day. and now im writing this. well im g2g now. ill write later. bye

-Alejandro

Sunday, June 13, 2004

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 02:48:27 GMT

hey,

how is everyone out there on the internet. i felt like updating. i had a great time today. i went with margaret to the city. we walked through central park. it was fun. she threw a twig at a fucking duck, wtf, she could of hurt it, but she didnt she was just being silly.(mai might not be happy to hear that since she in in the animal right club) but w.e. we walked and walked and walked. then we got hungry. lol. we walked and walked and she finally alowwed us to go to a latin restauraunt. i was determined on getting paella (its rice, cooked with shrimp, clams, mussels, chicken, and sausage so the rice tastes made good) it was great. me and margaret are the best. sorry but we are lol. i dont know there is something about her that makes her unbelivably beautiful. her face is just radiant. i love her.
it was fucked up today wen we were on the train. we always cuddle and shit on the train and kiss each other, w.e. the black girl sitting across from us suddenly asks us "how long have u 2 been going out?", wtf does she care. that the most retarted shit to ask. w.e
also i have another thing to say. WOMEN WIN EVERY FIGHT. AHAHAHHA. wtf. y. i hate it. women are so much more out spoken then men. they are smarter and can think better than us. AHHA. i hate it. once i would like to be able to speak for 10-15 min and have someone agree without being able to say anythign against it. i envy u womenHAHAHAHHA. grrr

-Alejandro