| | hey,
so i havent really said much here in WHILE.
lets get started. i realized this weekend that ive really grown. ppl
tell me all the time lately, but i kinda disreagaurd it. but after some
thoughtful thinking and speaking, and reciving influential words, i see
now. i really do.
but lets back track to the summer. which i didn talk about at all. lets start.
before margaret came to LA nothing really interesting happened. i was
anticipating my margaret. and wen me and my grandfather picked her up i
was happy. i knew id be happy for the whole time shed be there. the
first day we went to hollywood blvd. we went to the wax museum which
sucked. lol. also guiness, and riples believe it or not, which was alot
of fun. we went to starbuck for a while and just sat and talked. the
2nd day was margarets first time on veince beach and my first time in a
while. she got to meet my dad who i hope she liked. then we go to a bbq
with my step sis, step mom and my sis emily. it was fun. then we went
to 3rd street for 20 min lol and then we spend the night doing
something we shouldnt. the next day was all history about LA. most of
the places i havent even seen. then the 4th day we spend all day at
Universal Studio which was very fun i think. oo then i took amrgaret to
see "WHAT THE BLEEP DO WE KNOW" which is awsome its a great movie.
thats my opinion. then we did some museum walking. and then on sat our
cousisn picked us up and we went to venice beach, we spent the whole
day there. there was a drum cirlce ( no need for expination) some thing
else happened, but then margaret had to leave. i was really upset. i
really was i didint want her to leave, cuz i knew as soon as she leaves
id be lonely and id have nothing to do. and it was true. i did miss her
dipite wat she thinks. oo and 1 night she left me 30 messages. whihc
was so much fun to listne to. ill talk about margaret a bit more later
the second most infulentional thing that happened to me this summer was
me going to Mexico. mexico was a grwoing experience. i finly got to do
things without parental supervision. i felt old. i lied about my age
but that is alright. i only lied 1 year to ppl and 3 to the mexican
workers. i experienced montezumas revenge whihc wasnt pretty. but the
beach was. looking up at the moon at night, sitting on a beach bench
thing, hearing the waves, i was thinking how great life is. how much i
need to value it. i have a wonderful family, an amazing relationship
with my gf, a great friend who isnt on the right path,
and i new outlook on myself. life is great. then i get back to the
europeans and candians and ppl from cali and i make ppl laugh. thats
wat i love doing. and then we all go to the disco. and drink and dance.
jessica might of overdid it one night but its ok (jessica is my step
sis). i met alot of great and interesting ppl in cancun. and guess who
i missed the most while i was there. huh cna u? my gf that who i missed
my margaret ( dont think i forgot about u)
being back in NY i began to hear the flow of phrases like "OMG ur so
big now" "your so grown up" "u look so good" "only if i were 20 years
younger" (that i heard only once). taking my new math class (math
research) is changing me, im beginning to think more (or i hope so) ,
and this weekend made me really think. i was challenged. and now i need
to keep going forward with that.
then i was thinking how greatful i am. the same way as i did. on the
beach but this time it was about margaret. i cant loose her. without
her i wouldnt have much to do. i wouldnt have anyone to wait for.
anyone to anticipate being with. i wouldnt see and hear and go to all
these places if it wasnt for her. i cherish evertime im with her and
more so wen im alone with her. i learn something evertime im with her.
i love that. i love learning, and she is my most influential teacher so
far, next to my parents. but i have a closer relationship with her than
my parents . *sigh* im so greatful to have her. there is so much more
to say about her but i dont know how to say it. and people who know her
know wat im talking about. if u know how to say it, say it.
-Alejandro
ps tell me if im being a jackass, mean, taking it too far, tell me
people keep me in check. im going through a time where i might loose
prespective, SO MAKE SURE IM NICE TO YOU ALL.
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